I wish

I had the courage to break up with you. We've been together for four years, and I love you; I really do. But I want to go out and experience life. You were my first love, and I want to be free. I wish I could tell you, but it would only hurt your feelings and I know you wouldn't come back.
The idea of being with someone else is exciting. However, the idea of you being with someone else bothers me; I don't think I could stand having you look at someone the way you do me, or hold someone, or love someone else.
It's frustrating.

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  • You will get over it. I met her when I was 17, we married when I was 21. She divorced me when I was 30. I tried everything to get her back but she would not. The thought of her with another man would litterally make me sick. After I met her boyfriend I spent the rest of the night throwing up. I spun into a terrible depression. Cut to the chase... I have been remarried for 15 years now and my life is good. I rarely think about her and I am fine with her new husband, In reality I am so much better off now. I have my own life and it is not so bad.

  • OP here.
    He broke up with me last night, and now I know without a shadow of a doubt that breaking up with him would have been wrong. I love him. I really, really do. And the breakup might not be permanent, because there's a chance that we might get back together. But he loves me, too. And he misses me. And it's killing him too, because he wants to be with me. But it's best for our relationship. For those of you who agreed and felt the same, don't get too comfortable. Because once it's over, you feel like you've been completely torn apart.
    I feel like I'm dying right now, and it's hardly pleasant.

  • This could totally be my confession. I can see myself with someone else, but would hate to see him with someone else.

  • OHHH MY GOD.
    it seems we share a brain.
    Maybe you don't love him as much as you think you do?

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