I'm a bit of a sexual deviant. I've ruined my ability to connect sexually with another person because I watch so many different types of p**********, but it usually has a common theme: Submission. The only times I fantasize about being with a woman, she's dominating me, making me lick her feet, p****** on me, sitting on my face and farting into my mouth, pegging me with a strap on, twisting my nipples, or making me watch in the corner while she screams in pleasure from another man having his way with her.
...Usually a black man, with a fat, juicy member. I get incredibly aroused at the thought of watching a massive c*** penetrate my female partner while she laughs at my thin, short p****.
Most of the time though, my fantasies are pretty homosexual. Usually the first thought I have when I wake up to my morning erection is spreading my legs for a fat c***, letting a bigger man make a girl out of me while my shriveled member bounces up and down, then taking his p**** in my mouth right afterwards.
I don't want to become a girl, I just want to get f***** like one.