My new friend
I just met a new friend who is really nice and so much fun to talk to. I wasn't attracted to him at all at first and one of the reasons we liked each other so much was because I didn't try and get special attention from all of my guy friends and he didn't give me special attention because I'm a girl.
But it's been a while now and I've started having urges.. I want him. I've been trying to ignore it and hold it all in the back of my mind but I just want him inside of me. No matter how much I try to block it, I always end up playing with myself while thinking about him.
I don't want to turn into the girl that f**** all of her friends. I just really want him..