Message in a bottle
Another year coming to end.
Did I came close to you ,did we talk?
My heart says we talked every day ,my mind says we talked only on special occasions rest I was catching only illusive waves.
I don't know what is true what is not I can't deny when my heart says you were close to me even when you were enjoying moments of happiness with your loved ones.My heart believes in telepathy my mind curses me for being a fool denying to face the truth.
My heart convinces ,my mind confronts in this tug of war my eyes long for solace .
New year coming I wish you a very happy and prosperous new year to you ,I know carrying the same dilemma I will continue to walk the journey ..
Time might be running but I find myself standing still ..not progressive.
Our eyes do meet without a gaze,
Fingers move without a touch
Hearts beat faster without ears feeling the breaths.
Waiting,eternal waiting
Abruptly someday everything will come to an end gut feeling says.
Before that I want to wish you A merry Christmas and a very happy New Year..
Xoxo
Illusive waves..............................................................
:')
I Totally relate to your thoughts and feelings, you are not the only one living these constant conflicting thoughts and wheter they are a reality or imaginary. Hang in there what is meant for you will come to you.
Same to you too.