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No one for me
My heart is hurting so bad. When he walked in last night I knew that there was never going to be a us.The only thing that kept us apart was my age. me being 48 and you 34 but you knew we were right for each other. I give you and him 2 weeks tops and then you will find out about his cocaine and other drugs and I know you well enough where you will not put up with that. I really hope you don't get hurt cause trust me its not a good feeling. we could never be together now because I don't finish 2nd to no man at anything including women but I wish you the best. I have a steel wall around my heart now that will never come down. Good luck with your life and when our paths cross,which they will a couple times a week, yyou will never know by looking at me how much im hurting or how much I care about you. Goodbye.
I'm so sorry you're having to deal with this loss and this pain. You would think -- and hope -- that a 34yo would be more mature, but there are fewer and fewer real grown-ups in the world. I hope the hurt leaves soon, and that you find someone who is either better-suited to you and your needs, or someone who understands the word "devoted". I truly wish you well.