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I hate my moms boyfriend
My moms boyfriend is a redneck. He hunts, is rasict, homophobic, and projects his own, flawed idea of what masculinity is. He has been married and divorced three different times. He just declared bankruptcy. He concealed an addiction to opiates from my mom for several years. My mom almost left him too. He was basically living with my mom and she kicked him out for a few months after a couple of his secrets were revealed, one of which was the pill addiction. She told me that it would be awhile till she even considered allowing him to move back in.
After a handful of months, they are back together. At first, they would only go out to eat from time to time. Then he started spending the night. Then he would stay for a weekend. But now he basically lives here again and it ** ** ME OFF!!!!
It ** me off for two reasons.
1) the primary reason he is back is because of my moms "financial strain." I know that it is hard for her to support the both of us while I finish my associates degree, but she promised me that he would not be moving back in
yet here he is! So she betrayed my trust and she is dependent on a foolish man to help pay her bills.
2) The ** is simply annoying! Lol
I basically when to school and did homework from 10am to 7pm, did a few chores around the house, took a 30 minute jog, and took a shower (I had a fairly busy day). When I finally sat down to relax, he barges out of their bedroom into the living room and causually says "Im sleeping on the couch tonight." I couldnt bring myself to say anything, I just silently complied.
His intolerant ramblings, loud mouth, and ADHD like personality are very frustrating and taxing to me. What I find the most unappealing is how tough and powerful he believes he is or at least what he thinks that means.
I feel unjustifed for being so angry.
I know my mom is trying to help me along and wants to see me succeed.
I know that my moms boyfriend loves her
I think that part of him cares for me because my mom cares about me, and part of me cares for him because he cares for my mom.
I have about 6 months left till I move on to a university though, so there is that. I know the typical sentiment is "things could be worse" in these types of situations, but it has truth.
No matter how I articulate how perturbed I am with this situation, the anger doesnt go away! I want deck him in the mouth, or better yet, see his frail world collapse on him.
I know it sounds harsh, but im angry goddamnit!!!
For now girl try to keep in mind the Big Picture ; it's all relative. Adults make choices. Don't second guess them. One day when you have a mate & IF you have a child, they will have some bitter feelings & be perhaps as angry as you regarding their situation. The manner in which you articulate this says to me that you are level headed, have devoted some serious thought to this and know your priority is the future. Your anger won't get the best of you girl ; it's on the back burner. Hang in there, keep your head & embrace the future!!
Your grammar and punctuation skills, need improvement.
So does your brain
...said the moron who put a comma where one was not necessary.