It hurts to realize you never reciprocated. I stopped crying five years ago. I'm numbed from outside, but my heart still cries. It's something I can't deter from happening. I can't deter my natural feelings. I did everything for you. You never loved, still don't and you never will. I was living a lie all this time. I know you've found someone else, but I want you to know and understand that I was treated unfairely. Despite our past, I'm happy for your present and future. I don't have those feelings for you anymore. I'm going to end this now. I'm completely done with us. I've got life ahead of me. I can't keep on rejecting other men over you. I stopped writing you letters three years ago, but this time I'm ending it forever. Life has plans for me and it's going to happen no matter how much I don't want it to. I'm going to do it anyway because my stubbornness has deterred me from pursuing love.
This is my last goodbye. Take care!