Married, but . . .
I'm a 43mwm. About six months ago I got picked up in a bar by a young gay guy. We went back to his place for more drinks. I think he put something in my drink. I felt weird and out of control. Within less than 15 minutes after we got there I was sucking his c***. I have never done that before in my life and never even wanted to. But with this boy I could not even get enough. Somehow he got my phone number before I left and he called me the next day. I was horrified by what I did but when he told me to come back to his place that night I felt like I had to go. I did what he told me to do. And I kept doing as I was told by him. Now he's all I can think about. I'm afraid my wife will find out and divorce me. And that my family and friends will find out. But it's like I don't care. All I want is him and that spectacular d*** of his. I always thought I was straight. I never thought about gay s** not ever. And I'm married for Christ sake!!!!! Now with this boy in my life I just want him in me. In my hands. In my throat. In my ass.