I feel as though I only just woke from a decade long coma. I met this girl who is so incredible! I have dated several girls over the past few years, some who I stuck it out with longer than others. But none of them made me FEEL. I didn't love any of them no matter how much I tried to convince myself that I did. And now all of the sudden I am blindsided by this magnificent creature who has entered my life! I'm afraid of trying to get too close to her too fast for fear of scaring her away. She seems to be a little standoffish due to a bad experience with her last relationship. But from the little I have gotten to know of her in our brief acquaintance, I can already tell that she is the only one who I want to be beside for the foreseeable future. I know this is cheesy, but it's been so long that I have truly fallen for someone that I just had to let out and I thought this would be as good a place as any. So there it is. My heart has found a reason to beat again.