My Urge To Self Harm

I have been struggling with depression ever since I was 12 (I'm 14 now), but it has gotten increasingly worse. I find myself itching to harm myself, but since I'm a wimp and I have a low pain tolerance I haven't really done anything major. But I have always felt that I need to be punished and I should hurt myself. Usually what I do is slap my face until it is red and goes numb. Sometimes I will purposely make my backpack heavier so I can experience back pain, and I only eat one meal every day. But it just doesn't feel like enough. I want to cut myself. Problem is, I really don't have access to anything sharp. I would like to purchase razor blades, but I have no idea where people buy them. Know any good stores?

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  • Talk to trustworthy and supportive people close to you or/and speak to your family doctor.

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