Sweetest down fall.

So im 15 years young. And boy do i have a story..I fell in love at age 12. He was 2 years older than me. And he was Beatifull...Four years i loved that boy. Many phone calls pleading him to put the knife down. Many tears begging for the drugs to go. His family would talk to me because he wouldnt talk to them. He needed me, And dear lord i needed him. He got on his knees once and asked if i would be his wife. Like a fairytail i said yes. And like a fairytail we loved eachother..I held the world.He was my World.
Why didnt somebody tell me i was foolish? Why didnt somebody tell me he was just a boy?
That boy left me..After four years.
He left me without looking back.

I died. I completly logged out of the world.
Because my world was gone, Crashed before my eyes.
But im hear to say...Im Okay.
And im loving again.
I have my moments when the tears threatin me, Sometimes they fall, Sometimes they dont.
Im a wiser and stronger person. I dont regret it.
But Somebody please tell me...Im begging.
Will this ever leave me?
Will the pain ever stop?...

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  • You'll be fine. Relationships suck. I'm sure he feels more awful than you do, trust me.

  • he was your first love so i doubt you will ever fully get over your feelings. but you will learn to live with them and work around them. eventually they wont bother you as much and things will become better for you, have faith in yourself and those around you. you seem like a strong person and i admire you for coming through that x

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