WHICH WAY TO GO
My mom officially got divorced today finally after so long. It happened! Idk what path to take in life it may sound over reactive but it's the solid truth. All of my family has degrees. I had to hold back in school to help my single mom pay bills and place food on the table. I've always wanted to be a chemical engineer but for situations of no money for school and having to work I couldn't I'm 21 now, I view the world differently. I've always had dreams to invest my money double my money and grind. I've worked in the chemical plants for 2 years now. I've learned a whole lot in the different kinds of trades. I've had many job opportunities as a chemical operator not because I'm qualified but because most of my family works in refineries, which I feel is not fair to those who have qualifications for chemical operator. I've bust my but off to work hard physically, mentally& emotionally. Thursday I have a scheduled interview for a small manufacturing plant but, It's 6 hours away from where I live . My mom has always been supportive. I'm in between do I take this job and work my way up to making 32 bucks a hour, or... do I go to school for my associates in something then get small certifications to stay in the refinery field. My biggest go has been to buy a house I'm 21 in July I have different ambitions than most my age. Always wanted my own truck and a corvette 2015. it sucks being lost. It sucks having no route to go to. It sucks not wanting what you know or what you see yourself doing. It sucks growing up. Where do I go. Do I risk it all. Or do I slowly and patiently wait for school and everything I've wanted come with pace. Most people say I'm crazy,insane for wanting everything at such a young age but I've conquered things with hard work and sacrifices.