I smoke in front of my baby

I also have memories of women who smoked at a mall. One sweet woman standing outside her vehicle puffing away on a cigarette while her family was waiting in the vehicle for her. Another lady was walking out the door of the store and she obviously wanted a cigarette really bad because she already had a cigarette in her mouth even before she left the store so as soon as she walked out the door she could light up and get fixed on a bunch of cigarette smoke. She wanted that cigarette, she needed that cigarette, she was in love with that cigarette.

At the mall I used to go to I saw some heavy smoker women too. One girl I call the girl that always smokes, every time I saw her she was smoking a cigarette, I never saw her without one and it looked like a cork 100. Another older sweet lady was smoking in her car a long cork filter cigarette. She went into the mall I curiosity got the best of me so I looked in her car and there was Marlboro Red full flavor cork filter cigarettes, so she loved long strong cigarettes. She came out of the mall and drove away and had already lit up another Marlboro 100. One other woman was super elegant looking and beautiful and she was puffing away on her cigarette getting all the smoke and fix she needed looking so beautiful. Lastly another gal I saw come out to take the trash out and she immediately lit up a long cork filter cigarette. She pushed the wheeled trash bin to the dumpster while the cigarette was hanging out of her mouth. She was loving that cigarette and I drove by with a cigarette hanging out of my mouth to identify with and relate to her as if to say hey hun you're not the only one around here who loves to smoke and loves a long warm cigarette hanging out of their mouth. She made it look so good I just had to have a cigarette too.

I saw the sweetest looking young woman drive into the convenience store one day and she was smoking a cigarette. She finished her cigarette and went into the store. She hopped into her car and drove away right in front of me and sure enough she already had a another long cork filter cigarette in her mouth after just finishing her previous cigarette a few minutes earlier. It just goes to show even sweet young women can become full blown full time full fledged full flavor full filter full fiend full filth sucking puffing cigarette loving chain smoking heavy smoker women who love sucking away on cigarettes and blowing lots of smoke. I also remember another older woman who drove up to the store with a cigarette did a little shopping and drove away smoking another cigarette. For women like these they'd be horrified to think of facing the day if they couldn't smoke cigarettes all day.

She was a sweet young girl around 13 or 14, she was already super hooked on cigarettes and just loved puffing away on a strong cork filter cigarette. She was happy for everyone to see what an established smoker she was how much she loved her cigarettes and to stand out as a public display of what a young charming stand out heavy cigarette smoker was. One day I saw her in front of the store proudly and happily smoking her cigarette. Then to my surprise she took a big puff on her cigarette blew out a little smoke then popped out four beautiful thick cigarette smoke rings. Not only was she hooked and in love with cigarettes but she was also good at popping out smoke rings. Many times after that I'd think of her drag ** my Marlboro full flavor 100 and pop out 4 thick rich smoke rings in her memory. Some of the other girls start smoking and then later quit, but not her she was way too hooked and in love with smoking to stop and she would drag hard blow smoke and pop rings like a pro.

I saw a sweet looking girl one day I call her the dangling texter. She was walking down the street texting away and she had a fresh lit cigarette cork filter 100 hanging out of her mouth. She went a couple blocks and the whole time she was dangling that long cigarette with the huge cork filter. She was getting some quality filter time with that cigarette parked in her face while getting some texting done at the same time. I could tell she was very comfortable with that cigarette hanging out of her mouth and loved smoking very much. The best way a woman smoker can stand out the most is when she has a fresh lit cork 100 hanging out of her mouth.

I saw this young woman walking up to the store one day and she looked over at me and she had a cork filtered cigarette in her mouth. A short time later she came out of the store and immediately lit up a Marlboro full flavor 100 as I saw the big red pack. She again parked the long strong Marlboro 100 in her mouth for some quality filter time hugging and kissing the cigarette with her lips. Another day I saw the same women at the same store, I think she worked there. She hops in her car and instantly pulls out the Marlboro 100s wraps her lips firmly around the long cork filter lights up her cigarette and then leaves it hanging out of her mouth. She loves her long strong cigarettes she's got a serious habit.

I used to go to this medical facility and sometimes I'd see this sweet looking woman out side puffing on a cork filtered cigarette, she looked like she was really enjoying her cigarette smoking. At the same place a couple times I saw this real innocent looking kind of nerdish woman smoking a Marlboro full flavor 100. She had her pack out next to her so I could see it was a Marlboro Red 100. She didn't look like the smoker type but she sure was taking nice big drags on that long cork filter loving her long strong cigarette. At another place I saw a nurse on her break and she went directly over to the smoking area and started puffing away on a yes you got it a long strong Marlboro Red full flavor 100 cork filter cigarette. Some of my friends moms were also Marlboro 100s smokers.

I saw this gorgeous woman at the bank drive up one day in a large vehicle. She was preparing her banking waiting to get up to the teller with a fresh lit cork 100 cigarette hanging out of her mouth. She was puffing away and blowing a lot thick smoke and she never took the cigarette out of her mouth blowing the smoke out bathing that cigarette in her mouth with the smoke she sucked from it. As a Marlboro full flavor 100s cigarette smoker myself I was inspired by the cork 100 dangling woman so I started dangling my fresh lit cigarettes a lot more and have come to really love having a fresh lit Marlboro 100 cigarette hanging out of my mouth. The soft warm smoky long cork filter on my lips feel so good, the constant cigarette flavor and just having my oral cavity occupied with a long rich cigarette is so fun, also to puff and blow some thick smoke while the cigarette stays in my mouth is a great sensation. Everyone knows a true cigarette lover when they have a long full flavor cork 100 cigarette hanging out of their mouth.

I worked at a place and the 2 book keeper women worked in this tiny office and they both smoked like chimneys all day long white 100s so the little office was constantly saturated in thick rich cigarette smoke. As a closet smoker seeing them made me want a cigarette real bad. As soon as work was over and I got far enough away I smoked cigarettes all the way home thinking about those 2 cigarette loving chain smoking chimney women dragging drawing puckering puffing sucking cigarette smoke who were engulfed in cigarette smoke all day.

I saw a lady one day with a baby in her arms and a long cork filter cigarette hanging out of her mouth. Some would call it trailer trash or something but back in the day this was totally normal. I also saw my English teacher one day in her car taking a huge drag on a long cork filter. After teaching all day she couldn't wait to get off and smoke a bunch of long strong cigarettes totally getting off on large amounts of thick rich cigarette smoke.

My friends mom used to pick us up from school on rainy days and she had the windows up and she was having a long white cigarette. The car was filled with smoke and the cigarette smell was quite strong but we didn't even think about it back then everyone smoked like chimneys everywhere. Being around so much smoke I became a smoker and fell in love with cigarettes and Marlboro full flavor 100s became my favorite brand smoking up to 2 packs a day sometimes chain smoking 5 or 6 cigarettes in an hour watching the tube. I even smoked 2 at once sometimes for extra smoking and so I could have one cigarette hanging out of my mouth and the other one in my hand propped up by my face.

Oh my goodness, this discussion brings back so many sensual feelings I had as a child. Compared to my own staunch non-smoking parents, and their strict parenting style, I became strongly attracted to the smell and sight of clouds of tobacco smoke at my Aunty's home (where I stayed often). The smell of Aunty's cigarettes and the sight of her face as she puffed on her burning smoke came, for me, to reflect the love and affection I received from her. Unlike my stiff and regimented parents, my Aunty Clare's smoking in front of me and all around me actually gave me enormous and much-needed comfort. As just a little boy, I recall frequently sitting on my Aunty's lap being cuddled while she smoked. Rather than being offensive to me, I instead felt secure and warm by being immersed in Aunty C's smoke.

I know what happened was "bad" and "taboo", but, through her love of smoking, my beloved Aunty offered me a most sensual and comforting escape from the realities of life with my "upstanding" mother & father. Just after my 8th birthday, and upon arriving for a two week stay with Aunty C, the issue of smoking came out in the open between us. Not for the first time, Aunty told me how much pleasure her cigarettes give her and how glad she is to be a smoker. As I sat there on her lap, I was captivated and mesmerised as Aunty lovingly opened my mind to the possibility of having a try myself. The next thing I know, and in spite of feelings of fear about my parents, Aunty is encouraging me to take little puffs from her burning cigarette between her fingers. Next thing I know, I am holding my own cigarette, and trying to copy the way Aunty was showing me how to inhale the smoke. And then, perhaps the most wonderous experience I had ever known, as the smoke I had sucked in, for the first time, hit my little lungs.

Thank you to the bottom of my heart my beloved Aunty for inviting me to become a part of your smoke filled life.

You are a **- from a kid who’s parents did similar ** and now we all have our health problems.

Do you enjoy smoking?

Most of this moralizing is BS. We drink too much, eat too much sugar, too much meat, don't get enough exercise or some other ** thing. Life is to be enjoyed. If you really enjoy smoking, enough to be OK with the health effects, then it's fine. Your kids will have elevated risks and will likely become smokers, but if you think, on balance, smoking is worth it -- then good for you.

Your kids, your choice. Smoke all you want in their faces. Ain't nobody else's business.

Yah right, "nobody else's business." When the kid develops lung issues, out comes the GoFundMe page and the "please buy my sick child everything I demand for her while I sit on my chain-smoking a$$" routine.

Modern mommies are all about MYOB one second and "fund my reproductive mistakes in every way possible" the next.