I kissed my best friend and my boyfriend doesn't know

I have been dating my boyfriend for almost 2 years now.. and he has a very suspicious and jealous nature. Even if I look at a random guy, he gets mad at me in an instant.

Anyway I know my best friend for almost a year and he knows my boyfriend well. So he also knows that my boyfriend has bad temper and controls me too much.

What happened was, I was sitting with my best friend at night, just talking and letting frustrations out. We do that often, sitting and having beers at night and talking. BUT I never told my boyfriend because I was scared he will just get really really mad at me. He shouts at me sometimes and that f****** hurts. So just to avoid all that, I don't tell my boyfriend that I sit and drink beers with my best friend.

There was one night where I just got so done with all the B***sh** and had a little too much to drink. And next thing I knew I was sitting on my best friends lap and kissing him. I was not fully drunk. I knew I should stop but I kept going because it felt so right. He is always there for me, always supporting me and lifting me up, I have so much respect for him in my heart.

I'm not sure how to tell my boyfriend all this happened or even tell him anything at all... I am so confused. Because I know no matter how controlling my boyfriend is or how much he controls me, nobody deserves this kind of betrayal.

I am feeling so guilty right now. I don't know how to deal with any of this. Help :(

Oct 2, 2017

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  • Sounds like it might be time to ditch the bf. You obviously feel a sexual attraction to the other guy, otherwise you wouldn't have made out with him, so just be with him instead. I'd go ahead and tell your bf what you did, and just add that you are through with him.

  • It's hard to confront with him, he has a terrible anger plus I don't want to hurt him. he has never had a gf before...I'm literally his first. Plus I regret kissing my best friend. I even cut him off because of it. I don't think I'll ever tell my bf anything about this. I wanna follow your advice but I'm too afraid, so thank you so much. ❤️

  • Do whatever you want cause in the end, thats all matters, dont end up regretting not taking the chances you can right now!

  • Hey thank you for respondingg :)

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