I think I am IN love my best friend...
I met him through mutual friends at the college we go to last March, and we quickly became really close. It wasn't weird- we were both going through similar girl problems and we had a lot to talk about and it just progressed from there. I have had plenty of close male friends before just like any other guy, but there was always something that made me gravitate towards him.
Then, he recently began dating another girl and I felt a wave of jealousy and I hated the idea of them together, and while we talk about what they do sexually because we are close, it still makes me feel weird hearing it. Right now I have a girlfriend, and she now refers to him as my 'boyfriend' jokingly because I always talk about him/hang out with him. Now lately I have caught myself thinking about making a move occasionally which really freaks me out.
Have any other guys, particularly in college, had this experience? I feel guilty because I almost feel creepy that I like him in this way. Anyone able to help put this into perspective?