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I wish my father would die
I don't want my father to die, but I think that would be the easiest way out for everyone. If my mum kicked him out or he just left he'd hardly be able to manage on his own and she would feel so guilty she'd be even more depressed. My father is a black cloud over our lives, emotionally abusive, mentally ill. He contributes nothing to our home but negitivity, he complains constantly. And since I was born he hasn't missed an opportunity to describe how disgustingly awful he thinks I am. For years I've just wanted him gone, I feel no love towards him and I only speak with him because it makes things easier on my mother who gets the majority of the issues from him. The worst part is how he is killing my mother, she's had mental breakdowns and told me she's suicidal. She sees no hope for the future anymore, I wish she was stronger but she isn't and she can't take much more of his emotional abuse. I think often about how things would be better if he just died, even for him. We have a decent house, enough money to eat, even to take the occasional vacation or go out to a nice restaurant, we are so fortunate, but he can't see the good in that. My mum and I, even though we have our differences, we can coexist because we both just want peace and happiness. If my mother wasn't around I'd gladly tell my father he's a piece of ** (if that would help). It's just killing my mother and my mother .. she's the most giving, self sacrificing person in the world and all he does is take. I do wish she would make herself a priority but I really wish my father would not destroy her and everyone else he comes into contact with. If he just died, maybe she could have peace. Because one day I'll leave this house, and I'll move on with my life and he won't really be a factor anymore. But my mother, she will be there forever allowing him to torment her. When my mum was pregnant he initially left, accusing her of doing so to keep him around. He has taught me that it's possibly better to not have a father, men that abandon their families do it for a reason.
Hun look out for baby boy hes so upset **
Hun i love you and look for baby boy **
Hay dad im wake dad and i not find you again dad i did not sneak down and at my cartoons dad and my stupid brother is gone to work dad and he is stupid dad and spanked me for no reason yesday dad and i hate them all dad i love you dad im you little girl dad hugs you dad and i luv you dad xxxxx
Hay dad Im in troble dad I luv you dad and you are back dad Im you little girl hugs you dad its not fair dad xxxxx
Daddy its you son im sorry for being bold. I love you daddy.
You there mate and can you talk...
Are you there mate...
Well mate.
Hope yout well mate..
Here if you want too chat and you and your mom are on my heart...
My entire childhood co existed on all that you just said. I grew up in a domestic household emotional and physical as well mental abuse from my father. I grew up seeing every worse scenario in a family. Cops at your house, dilemmas in public, school altercations to where all the teachers know your issues at home. Etc. my mom was mentally,physical abused by my father since the age of 20 when she married.Put up with abuse; manipulative pathological liar. We lost all respect for him. I’d talk my mom into moving out but she held back for many reasons my dad was the main head of household bringing in 200k a year along with side bussiness.He’d accuse his own holster of stealing even my mother. When I turned 18 I was a senior in high school I left the house to the gym when I came back I found my mom bruised up . I’ll never forget that day. I cried like a baby in pain. So much pain inside my heart I wanted to kill him. It hurts me until this day because I wasn’t there to protect my mother. I was the bigger person called the cops and we left. He got locked up. My mom had the guts finally to take half of the money from the savings account they had from life savings that were both parties. We moved started a new life. Times were hard economically but it’s been years from that. My mother is happier. Healthier. Younger in life. Always supported me. I appreciate the tough times at home I’m built strong. My father is now a divorced man living once the family home. Paying child support for my youngest sibling and lonely. My mother worked two jobs to push me to go to school I’m now a petroleum engineer make double my fathers income married and still don’t regret a thing. Sometimes you just have to be the bigger person and the rock be there for your mother give her the strength and support Sumter she needs . Don’t leave her side
💙 Bless you!