I forgot my best friend's death.

So recently I've been having bad nights, and I had a dream about a boy called Con. I knew I'd met him before, I was sure it wasn't just a dream. I remember me and him when we were seven, at his house we were BFFLs. But he got ill, and I wasn't allowed to see him for a few months. I begged my mum to visit him, and forced her into the car. We arrived at his house, and his mum was outside in floods of tears. There was a moving truck outside, and when I went into his room it was empty. Just gone. Then I woke up. That morning I said it to my mum, "Did we know anyone called Con? Blonde hair, nice.." And she said they were old family friends. I said, "Oh where do they live now?" She turned away and ignored me. She just said "Get ready, you'll have to go to school soon." And left the room. I forgot my best friend, and the fact he died. I felt horrible, and I keep seeing him everywhere. I can just picture him in my mind, and I start crying in the middle of my lessons. It's a nightmare!

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  • Just move on from it. Sure you will feel bad for it. But I doubt your friend is blaming you. People come and go in your life, many more will. Just move on I'm sure your friend wouldn't want you feeling like crap all the time anyways.

  • honey you have to come to terms with this in your own time. i don't think you forgot about it but you blocked out the memory because it was too painful for you to deal with at the time.

  • Thats so sad

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