My moms husband abused us, and I never told.

When I was a little baby my mom and dad moved away from each other because it simply didn't work out, and it was ok I was blessed whit parents who knew how to put their differences aside and be nice to each other even when they broke up.
But then when I was a preschooler my mom met someone new, and he was actually really nice so they got married at first.
He had some red signs at first but it was forgiveble since no one is perfect but then not long after they got married he got more and more rude, not to mention his drinking problem.
He'd hit me a lot, I remember once I felt really bad in the middle of the night and went to the bathroom to get some water but then seeing him outside the door and getting really scared waiting till I thought he had left but when I opened the door he was still waiting outside of it.
He pushed me into the bathroom and grabbed my hair and wisper yelled about what the h*** I was doing up at this hour and then he smashed my head into the sink.
He also once threatened to kill my older brother, and one other time he sat on top of my moms belly whilst she was pregnant hitting her and me and my little sister just watched and cried I feel really guilty about it because when he finally calmed down and they went out to talk outside and my sister cried super hard about how she was scared they'd get a divorce and I promised her it would all work out. I miss her, she was his kid so I haven't seen her since the divorce.
My mom brother and I eventually escaped him (yes escaped, we fled from the home once when he wasn't home whitout him knowing) and we where living at my dads place for a while, bless his heart.
I can only mention a couple of things he did to not make this too long but some of the things he did in general was hit me, call me things, hit my mom, drink, put me bellow his own kid (my little sister) and yell at me for no reason.
It's been a good couple of years since we moved and we now live in our own house, but Here recently I found an old clip on my computer.
It was just me playing whit toys in front of the laptop trying to make a movie, he then bursts into my room yelling at me and I quickly stopped the recording, when I first found this clip I got so scared my body started shaking and I got really warm and sweaty not to mention my heartbeats got so loud I could feel and hear them in my ears.
I've only ever told one person about this, and she doesn't like me anymore and now I have no friends left and this situation still makes me really angry and sad and scared still even if it has passed, and I'm not going to talk to my parents about it so I came here to just let out some air so I'm sorry.

May 16, 2018

Related Posts

114 Comments

  • newest
  • most popular
  • oldest
  • Hay dad and you allways go on me dad and not even answer me dad and i dont care anymore dad nite nite i luv you dad xxxxx

  • There you are I will cuddle with you my big girl all nude and I will rub your back and front. I love you bunches.

  • Hay dad i was look ages for you dad and you were gone dad and i was try to stay awake for you dad its not fair dad my stupid brother is gone to work dad and i dont care now dad im go to watch my cartoons and f*** his b**** girl friend dad she better not open her mouth to me dad and stupid mom never came home again dad and im not mess dad ok im actualy serious dad and its not fair dad i luv you dad and hugs you dad and you say im not you little girl any more dad hugs you dad xxxxx

  • You are my big girl now so beautiful and I love every inch of you.

  • Hay dad and i dont even care dad i ws look for you and my stupid mom never came home and my brothers s*** girl friend got spit of me for tell me what to do about cartoons dad and f*** her im not let her tell me what to do dad and wants me to go with her today to pick things up in store and her s*** friends and i dont think so dad i luv you so much dad anf im not mess dad im not going with tjat s*** hugs you dad xxxxxx

  • You call her a s*** so she has s** with many men? Yet you said ( f*** her ) which means you want to have s** with her are you sure?
    I love you beautiful daughter.

  • Hay dad stop f*** mess with me dad please and how can have s** with her dad and she is a girl dad and plus i hate her dad and she hetes me dad and i won do as she tells me dad and i should kick her for knock of my cartoons and spank me dad its not fair dad i luv you so much dad and why cant i stay up late like them dad and do what i want dad hugs you dad xxxxx

  • Females can have s** with each other like they lick each others v***** and some rub their v***** to v***** until they feel like peeing.
    My daughter knows better than to kick other people or spit or scratch or hit. She is a awesome daughter and I love her so much.

  • Hay dad thats funny and no way i luv you dad xxxxx

  • Some females love each other so much that they get a p**** looking toy that they use on each other.

  • Hay dad for real like dad and im feel tingley dad i luv you dad xxxxx

  • For real no fooling. You feel tingley because you would like that?

  • Hay dad and were you dad and i luv you dad hugs you dad and im want you dad xxxxx

  • Sorry needed to clean up a mess here. I love you daughter of mine.

  • Hay dad you made a mess and how dad i luv you dad and my brothers b**** girl friend said i have to get ready dad and go with her hugs you dad and i luv you dad xxxxx

  • Yes I did I have sperm all over the place. I love you daughter.

  • That came from you dad ha ha i luv you dad hugs you xxxxx

  • Yes it did I was aiming for your belly. I love you.

  • Hay dad were are you and my brothers girl friend is a total c*** dad i luv you dad xxxxx

  • Well she does have a v***** just like you. I love you so much.

  • Hay dad stop be cheecky dad because she spanked me in front of her friends for nothing dad im not even mess dad i wont to hit her again dad she is a tramp dad i luv you dad xxxxx

  • I love you also let me cuddle with you I will try not to make a mess daughter of mine.

  • Hay dad ok and im in bed and i was going to turn on taps dad but i did not do it dad and i luv you dad and im you little girl dad hugs you dad xxxxx

  • I am proud of you for not doing taps. Sweet heart you can lay on top of me for awhile if you like so I can kiss your lips. If something comes up do not worry I love you.

  • Hay dad what you mean dad i luv you dad hugs you dad xxxxx and i lie on you dad and my eyes are tired dad xxxxx im you little girl dad

  • Go ahead and lay on me it would feel awesome. I love you.

  • Hay dad are you there dad xxxxx

  • Still tasting your finger. I love you daughter.

  • Hay is it yucky dad ha xxxxx

  • It is sweet.Love you daughter.

  • Hay dad im awake dad and i got sent back to bed dad and was only look at my cartoons dad its not fair dad and i feel like put taps on again dad but i did not do it dad its not fair dad and i luv you dad and im not even mess dad im serious dad i luv you so much dad and i shoukd be able to look at my cartoons dad and play out and i feel like hit her and friends dad hugs you dad and im you little girl dad xxxxx

  • Plead with mom to see cartoons ask what you need to do so she will allow you. This has been to long for grounding from TV. Promise no more taps or hitting,or scratching,nothing bad ever again. I love you.

  • Hay dad im in my brothers b**** girl friends friend house dad and i should hit her dad im not mess dad im actualy serious dad i luv you dad xxxxx

  • You hit she hits like a cat fight.

  • Hay dad she starts it and tramp spank me in front of hrr friends i will stick my fingers up at you if you annoy me dad and im actualy not even mess dad i luv you dad xxxxx

  • I annoy you and you want me to leave ? Get over it I know I am # 1.Thank you I love you in sickness and in health forever.

  • Hay dad you should not say that and dad you should say shes not allowed to spank me for no reason i luv you dad xxxxx hugs you dad

  • Hay dad stop be mean dad i luv you dad xxxxx

  • Oh honey let's just hug please. I love you.

  • Hay dad i told you i get my brothers s*** girl friend and her b**** friends ha

  • Another cat fight how wonderful why don't you just go and smash her up and show me you are ready to go to jail. Of to jail you will go.

  • Hay dad im not go to jail stop say that dad i luv you dad xxxxx

  • You act like you do. Please be good girl. I love you make me proud again.

  • Stop dad i luv you dad hugs you dad xxxxx

  • I love you so much anyway. Daughter

  • Hay dad they start it dad and im glad im did it and i put on my brothers s*** girl friends friend taps so there dad and so they should not even spank me dad and im not even mess im actualy serious dad i luv you dad xxxxx

  • Go ahead and just do it. I have had enough I am just going to cry.

  • Had dad why you be mean to me dad and you are crying dad why dad im luv you dad and hugs you dad xxxxx

  • Dear daughter I was so depressed that one more thing wrong was going to be one to many. Daughter I love you very much and I hope you do better for my sake.Let us cuddle and go to sleep.

  • Hay dad im awake and im did not go down to watch my cartoons dad im stay in bed dad ok i luv you dad and im was look for you dad were did you go dad and im going home today dad its not fair dad and im hope my b**** mom lets me watch tv later dad and play out and my best friend dad txt me and said i can have sleep over dad but im bet my mom will say no like allways dad i luv you dad and hugs you dad lots of hugs dad and im you little girl dad xxxxx

  • I am proud of you daughter and I do pray that mom will have change of heart for your TV and sleep over. I love you daughter of mine.

  • I will be back daughter I need to shower and go to physical therapy for my shoulder and I will be back. I love you dearly.

  • I am back my darling little daughter. I love you and kiss you and hug you.

  • Hay dad were are you dad i luv you so much dad xxxxx

  • Dad is busy trying to get many things done> I am glad you are my daughter.

  • Hay dad well im not let them way with it dad no way im not even mess dad im actualy serious daddy hugs you dad xxxxx

  • I know you are angry like a tornado and people are going to get hurt .I will watch out so I do not get hurt. I love you daughter.

  • Im not hurt you dad dont say that dad please i luv you dad xxxxx hugs you dad

  • Honey let's hug I want to kiss you all over right now. I love you

  • Hay dad why am i feel tired dad and im not want to go sleep dad its way to early dad and im not want go sleep no way dad i luv you dad and hugs you dad xxxxx

  • Oh my darling daughter let us cuddle nude and I can rub your back and bum and maybe between your legs. I love you daughter.

  • Hay dad ok but i need to no you will never spank me dad thats all i luv you dad and im you little girl dad i luv you and hugs you dad xxxxx

  • It depends on how you behave that will determine spanking or not.I love you bunches.

  • Hay dad i tealy need you to agree that you wont ever ever spank me no matter what dad im not mess dad and i luv you dad hugs you dad xxxxx

  • Will you promise me never to do taps or kick or scratch or spit or run away?

  • Hay dad no way i cant say that but you have to realy promise never ever ever spank me dad please dad and im get bit annoyed dad and might stick finger up at you dad and dont make me get mad dadbi luv you dad so much hugs you dad xxxxx

  • Ok then it is settled get naked for your spanking right now come on .

  • Hay dad were f** are you dad i wont you rite now dad please promise me dad i hugs you dad xxxxx

  • Will sleep now. Spank later. Love you so much daughter.

  • No spank ever dad i luv you dad and hugs you dad xxxxx im you little girl dad hugs you dad

  • You be good girl then no spank. I love you.

  • Hay dad is it deal and no spank me dad ever no matter what dad and i luv you dad hugs you dad xxxx

  • No deal I will spank you when needed. You will not promise me that you will be a good girl and not kick,scratch,do water damage,or hit. So I am sticking to my disciplining you when needed. I love you.

  • Hay dad no fair dad you actualy have to say deal dad please its just no spanks ever ever again dad thats all dad and plus im im not like get spanked dad anyway so we will have a deal rite now dad no spank me again if im even bold dad i luv you dad and you actualy have promise me now dad or im be get mad at you dad im not mess dad i coikd smack you dad but i luv you dad xxxxx

  • Go smack me , scratch me, kick me,hit me,punch me do all that to me as long as you do not do it to anyone else. Deal

  • Hay dad stop say that dad im just ask you to make promise dad you never ever ever spank me dad again and please say deal dad i luv you dad and hugs you dad im feel like im need go sleep dad and olease dad promise no more spanks dad i luv you fad hugs dad and im you little girl dad xxxx and im you little girl dad

  • I like your butt I love to spank it.It is so cute and I love to put lotion on it after spanking.. For now let's cuddle and go to sleep my daughter of mine.

  • Hay dad you have go sleep also and im bit tired now dad and i luv you so much dad hugs you dad im you little giirl dad xxxxx

  • I am in bed waiting for you where are you?

  • Hay dad im wake dad and im not go and look at my cartoons dad and i want to dad but you say not to dad so i m not dad and plus they keep spank me dad when im do it dad i actualy hate them all dad and i luv you dad and im you little girl dad and im could not find charger last night dad and is it deal dad that no spank me dad please becouse i luv you an all dad so means you not allowed to spank me dad hugs you dad so deal dad and thats final luv you dad xxxxx

  • Daughter I am proud of you of how you are becoming a awesome girl. I love you so much I want to taste your finger can you get it wet from your hole.

  • Hay dad is it a deal dad i luv you dad and hugs you dad xxxxx

  • It would be great to never spank you again really it would be great. So you want me to watch you destroy things or kick or scratch all of those things and have me not spank you?

  • Yes dad just never spank me agaim dad and i texted by mistake some place else dad and seen another girl dad and maybe i will hit her dad ok who is she dad i luv you all the time dad and i cant beleave you will not say deal and never spank me again da because they hurt me dad i luv you dad and hugs you dad xxxxx

  • I have many daughters and sons and I love you all very much. I wish all of you could be with me always. I love you so much.

  • Hay im sorry dad ok but i got angry dad and i did something dad and i just dont want to be be spankef dad i luv you dad hugs you dad xxxxx im you little girl dad

  • Sweetheart I will always love you no matter what. I wish I would never have to spank you ever again.

  • Hay dad i made a mess and they not seen it yet dad and i dont want to be spanked dad please i luv you dadvim you little girl dad and hugs you dad xxxxx

  • No not again you want me to be upset and cry.
    I love you daughter.

  • I did it dad and they not see it yet dad but i just wanted to see that you wont spank me dad please say no dad i luv you dad and hugs you dad and no spank me dad please xxxx

  • Daughter get nude right now you are getting spanked now.

  • Hay dad please di i have to dad im sorry dad i luv you xxxxx

  • Now lay over my lap hold on to my p**** and I will spank your butt 14 times. I love you.

  • I will dad but its not fair dad i did hardley nothing wrong dad and i luv you dad its not fair dad hugs you dad xxxxx and im you little girl dad

  • Now do not squeeze to tight. Here it comes. I love you.

  • Im crying dad its not fair i luv you dad and im did nothing wrong dad huggs you xxxxx im sorry dad

  • Let me kiss your butt and anywhere else you may hurt. I love you daughter.

  • That hurt dad im sorry and you actualy spanked me dad and im sorry dad i luv you dad and make it better dad please i luv you dad im not mean to be bold dad im you little girl xxxxx

  • You need kisses all over,? I love you.

  • Hay dad im want you kiss me and rubb me dad and im want have sleep dad it hurt my bum now dad and you did actualy spank me dad hugs you dad i luv you im you little girl dad xxxxx

  • Here comes the kisses and I will rub you with the tip of my p****. I love you so much daughter.

  • Hay dad im luv you and im sorry im try not be bold dad again im have sore tummy i luv you dad and hugs you dad xxxxx

  • Let me gently rub your tummy. I love you.

  • Hay dad you make deal and never ever ever spank me dad thats a deal dad i luv you dad and hugs you dad and you better say deal dad because thats fair dad i luv you dad xxxxx

  • No dad not matter if im even bold no spanks dad and you better say no dad i luv you dad and now you promise never ever ever spank me dad and i luv you dad im you little girl dad xxxxx

  • Hay dad i new you f*** would not dare spank me dad but i luv you dad hugs you dad xxxxx

  • Hay dad are you mess dad pleas no dad hugs you dad xxxxx

  • Hay dad were are you dad and you left me dad and i luv you dad and im you little girl dad hugs you dad xxxxx

  • Hay dad it was actualy nice and i luv you dad hugs dad xxxxx

  • YOU are a good, intelligent and articulate person. I am so sorry you were abused this way. And I'm glad you and your Mom and brother escaped that abusive man. He sounds like he deserves a jail sentence. Do find a trusted person you can talk to. The abuse you've been through leaves deep emotional scars. You deserve love , respect and safety in all your relationships.

    I'm glad you decided to post here. How old are you now? If you are still in school, perhaps you could get counselling through the school. If you are older there are other resources, depending on what country or State you live in.

  • It’s NOT your fault! It’s good to talk about it. Someday you will not be angry about it. Write it all down, then throw it in a fire! Hoping you find a true friend also xo

  • I don't understand y do u keep on taking the s***....ok u were/are minor but what about ur mom...Why didn't she dialed 911......just asking

  • Call the police on his ass. Don't waste time telling us this story.

  • Some people should never see the light off day. I'm sick too my stomach reading this. I was abused from age about eight till nearly sixteen and blame myself still sometimes. Certain things still give me shivers and remind me off my stepdad. I'm a mom with two girls and know my husband's the greatest father in the world. I love him and my daughters more than anything in this world. I've never told anybody up till now about this. My stepdad even brought me too meet some off his friends and they done stuff also and took pictures and videos. I hate myself at times. I don't think I'd be alive if i had not got my little girls and husband. Hugs..

Account Login
Signup
Is this post inapropriate?
Reason for reporting this post
Report this comment
Reason for reporting this comment
Delete this post?