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My moms husband abused us, and I never told.
When I was a little baby my mom and dad moved away from each other because it simply didn't work out, and it was ok I was blessed whit parents who knew how to put their differences aside and be nice to each other even when they broke up.
But then when I was a preschooler my mom met someone new, and he was actually really nice so they got married at first.
He had some red signs at first but it was forgiveble since no one is perfect but then not long after they got married he got more and more rude, not to mention his drinking problem.
He'd hit me a lot, I remember once I felt really bad in the middle of the night and went to the bathroom to get some water but then seeing him outside the door and getting really scared waiting till I thought he had left but when I opened the door he was still waiting outside of it.
He pushed me into the bathroom and grabbed my hair and wisper yelled about what the ** I was doing up at this hour and then he smashed my head into the sink.
He also once threatened to kill my older brother, and one other time he sat on top of my moms belly whilst she was pregnant hitting her and me and my little sister just watched and cried I feel really guilty about it because when he finally calmed down and they went out to talk outside and my sister cried super hard about how she was scared they'd get a divorce and I promised her it would all work out. I miss her, she was his kid so I haven't seen her since the divorce.
My mom brother and I eventually escaped him (yes escaped, we fled from the home once when he wasn't home whitout him knowing) and we where living at my dads place for a while, bless his heart.
I can only mention a couple of things he did to not make this too long but some of the things he did in general was hit me, call me things, hit my mom, drink, put me bellow his own kid (my little sister) and yell at me for no reason.
It's been a good couple of years since we moved and we now live in our own house, but Here recently I found an old clip on my computer.
It was just me playing whit toys in front of the laptop trying to make a movie, he then bursts into my room yelling at me and I quickly stopped the recording, when I first found this clip I got so scared my body started shaking and I got really warm and sweaty not to mention my heartbeats got so loud I could feel and hear them in my ears.
I've only ever told one person about this, and she doesn't like me anymore and now I have no friends left and this situation still makes me really angry and sad and scared still even if it has passed, and I'm not going to talk to my parents about it so I came here to just let out some air so I'm sorry.
Hay dad and you allways go on me dad and not even answer me dad and i dont care anymore dad nite nite i luv you dad xxxxx
YOU are a good, intelligent and articulate person. I am so sorry you were abused this way. And I'm glad you and your Mom and brother escaped that abusive man. He sounds like he deserves a jail sentence. Do find a trusted person you can talk to. The abuse you've been through leaves deep emotional scars. You deserve love , respect and safety in all your relationships.
I'm glad you decided to post here. How old are you now? If you are still in school, perhaps you could get counselling through the school. If you are older there are other resources, depending on what country or State you live in.
It’s NOT your fault! It’s good to talk about it. Someday you will not be angry about it. Write it all down, then throw it in a fire! Hoping you find a true friend also xo
I don't understand y do u keep on taking the **....ok u were/are minor but what about ur mom...Why didn't she dialed 911......just asking
Call the police on his **. Don't waste time telling us this story.
Some people should never see the light off day. I'm sick too my stomach reading this. I was abused from age about eight till nearly sixteen and blame myself still sometimes. Certain things still give me shivers and remind me off my stepdad. I'm a mom with two girls and know my husband's the greatest father in the world. I love him and my daughters more than anything in this world. I've never told anybody up till now about this. My stepdad even brought me too meet some off his friends and they done stuff also and took pictures and videos. I hate myself at times. I don't think I'd be alive if i had not got my little girls and husband. Hugs..