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I'm a straight male who has gay fantasties
I am a conservative, shy and straight male...or at least I thought I was. I have never in my life shown any interest in men nor do I want to have flat out ** with a male, I am always more attracted to females and always was. It is just in recent history that I accidentally clicked on a gay ** video and actually got curious and interested by it, It turned me on, watching a man dominate another man and that is where I stated having the fantasy of having ** with a male...it gets me off thinking about it. I also admit that I have sent ** pocs and vids to men over the internet.
However, in "real life" or in person I would never want to have ** with a male, in reality and outside of my fantasties I still strongly desire a female. I believe it is the thought that I am never really going to do it with a male that turns me on so much, it is the feeling of knowing that it is something I won't do (almost like forbidden fruit).
So in summary; I'm a straight male with gay fantasties and private 'time' BUT it is only fantasies nothing else because I know that I won't personally get it on with a male, hence I am attracted to women outside of my fantasies. Thanks for reading my confession...please feel free to share your thoughts*
Everybody has fantasies or thoughts.. I suggest you find another girl.
I'm 33 and just finally acted out on my bi curious urges. And let me just say the longer you repress, the stronger the urge gets. I'm for sure bi now, and ** between two men is something I cannot put into words. It's earth shattering in the best way possible. I was super embarssed and felt guilty afterwards, but that only lasted a moment and in reality and retrospect it was the craziest ** I've EVER had, and im totally hooked! Never thought I would ever have gone through with it but so very glad I did!
Indulge your fantasies. I did and I found a whole new life, Steve and I have been lovers for 20 years! Just remember, once you try it you won’t want anything else!
I see no problem with any of this. You should keep exploring your fantasies in a healthy way.
Those are some very very very very very very very hot thoughts and dreams you have! Love it! Love you!
And I love you random citizen! But thanks, I know I have kinda out there thoughts for a str8 dude.
You sound so hot. i want to ** you. i'm a mwm38. i dont just want to ** you once. i want to become your sugar daddy. i want to ** you regularly. i would treat you well. i would treat you like a queen. i would make you happy. ooooh i would make you so happy. my wife and children would never get in your way. never. i would not allow it. you would always be superior to them. always. you would be my queen.
I’m a 60 year old man. Would you make love with me and hold me naked and bring me to climax, please?
I'd love to do that ** you in a nice bed where we could have lots of foreplay tonguing ,** and sucking before I enter you,would you like to have a load shot up you
I am happily married male but love hard, firm ** and will almost do anything.
I better go find you so I can feel special
You cannot deny your appetites. Your body wants what it wants. And what your body wants is **.
It also wants the ** lol
The larger they are the more I like them! Big and hard and throbbing!
Yummy
Yes, me too
Eventually you're going to meet a younger gay man, and you're going to HAVE TO HAVE HIM! And you will. That's when your life will begin. Don't resist the urges you have. Surrender to that desire, that hunger.
I have but it was with an older man. Steve and I have enjoyed the hottest ** for 20 years and I love him desperately!
There's nothing wrong with you. And the likelihood is that you will never have a gay experience in your entire life. You just simply have a very active imagination in general, and so you so feel what other experiences are like. That will make you a great writer, or a great counselor, or a great friend. Or all of those things. Don't worry. You're a great person.
Thanks, this is a nice response.
I'm in my 40s, totally straight, but my wife no longer wants to have **. This has totally gotten me into thinking maybe I should turn gay. I'd like to have my ** sucked and get laid. It's as simple as that. Contrary to popular modern belief, most people aren't born gay, but turn that way out of necessity. Ask anyone who has been in prison.
I can't wait to ** some nice tight ** and get a warm mouth on my **. For all of the guys who are married to cold women, it is one of the easier ways out of the dilemma.
I’ve had a gay lover for 20 years! Steve has been a wonderful and an extremely hot lover in bed and I will never grow tired of it!
I felt the same as you. I had gay fantasies (my appetites, like yours, were the product of incredibly intense gay **) but never acted on them and I was certain I never would. They started in my early 20s. I'm now in my late 40s. But the last 5-6 years, I've been frequenting the video booths at an adult book store outside of town, stopping in at a roadside park known for gay activity (in cars, restrooms and the woods), and scouring gay personal ads. I have several "regulars" that I meet, but sometimes it's just with strangers, yet they all know that I will totally ** the ** or take it up the **. I'm well known and highly desired for how eager and nasty I am (I know you can imagine that.... and I think you can probably even TASTE it). I'm a husband and father, a professional, political conservative, church-goer, community volunteer, etc. And I really KNOW how to please a man in every way. They all love me. I never thought this is where I would be as I approach 50. But I know for sure that you will be like me. I just KNOW that. So.....prepare yourself. And enjoy yourself. It's going to be a wild ** ride, darling.
You sound a lot like me. Your story is almost exactly like mine. But I haven’t been with a man in several years. I couldn’t live with the cheating. I sometimes fantasize about her leaving me so I can just “go gay”. But I love her so much and want to spend my life with her. There’s just this other thing..... I’ve wondered what may have come of it if I hadn’t fed it years ago. Or if I’d accepted it when I was single. None of that matters now I suppose.
That makes me very, very sad, to know that you had such a rich, delicious life at one time, and now must deny yourself. That pains me, and I'm so sorry you had to make such a gigantic sacrifice. I do understand what you suggested about the self-inflicted nature of the desire (spending years watching gay **, without ever taking the leap myself, drive me to such overwhelming hunger), but I believe that what I am now is what I was all along, and is what I was meant to be. I think that's true even of my marriage: I believe I was supposed to be a married man seeking out these illicit and immoral relationships. I've discovered that many of the men I have ** with (the young ones, in particular) really love connecting with married men: they consider it a victory of sorts. And finally, while I guess it's a rationalization, I actually do ENJOY the cheating element of my lifestyle. The adultery sweetens the ** somehow: it certainly heightens the thrill of it (both for me and my partners). Anyhow, I wish you the best, and I hope you can find a way back into your bisexuality, and to your ultimate happiness. Be well.
Thank you for that. Fact is, it was and still is my choice. I chose to deny reality while I was single. I chose to get married while knowing I was in denial. And I continue to weigh the potential loss vs gain, and do not see enough gain to risk the loss. So I live with it. At least I am not full on gay. That would be near impossible I think.
You have a very clear focus, and an objective point of view: that's very healthy. I respect your ability to examine yourself objectively, and even critically. Not many humans are capable of that, and even fewer men who have had the life experiences you and I have had. I'm impressed that you can resist the ** after having had the **. That's a strength of character that I don't have. Once I got the first one in me, I knew immediately that I would always have to have it. I tried to quit, once upon a time, but one of the men I was seeing at the time went to work on me and made that impossible: he ratcheted up my appetites to the point that I was almost rabid. Anyway, I'm happy that you know yourself and can control your needs. That speaks so well of you.
Thats the rage of ** and nothing more. You're not bi for sure. (:
The "rage of **"! What a great great phrase! Thanks for thinking of it that way and then sharing the thought that way!
Bisexuality....May be...may b not
It’s versatile!