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I'm a straight male who has gay fantasties
I am a conservative, shy and straight male...or at least I thought I was. I have never in my life shown any interest in men nor do I want to have flat out ** with a male, I am always more attracted to females and always was. It is just in recent history that I accidentally clicked on a gay ** video and actually got curious and interested by it, It turned me on, watching a man dominate another man and that is where I stated having the fantasy of having ** with a male...it gets me off thinking about it. I also admit that I have sent ** pocs and vids to men over the internet.
However, in "real life" or in person I would never want to have ** with a male, in reality and outside of my fantasties I still strongly desire a female. I believe it is the thought that I am never really going to do it with a male that turns me on so much, it is the feeling of knowing that it is something I won't do (almost like forbidden fruit).
So in summary; I'm a straight male with gay fantasties and private 'time' BUT it is only fantasies nothing else because I know that I won't personally get it on with a male, hence I am attracted to women outside of my fantasies. Thanks for reading my confession...please feel free to share your thoughts*
I haven't been with many guys who were so well-hung, but the ones I have been with stand out in my memory. One in particular knew he had something special and beautiful between his legs, and he constantly reminded me of it, from the very first time I met him until the last time I saw him. I can vividly remember every time he put that thing in me, and also what he did with it once he got it there. He was really young (worked as an intern at the place my wife worked at the time), and he loved the fact that he knew my wife, and used it against me constantly. Even though he was so young, she still knew what he was doing, and he knew that his ** was super big and super beautiful. I think of him often, too. Have a good weekend, my friend.
Feel free to share as many stories as you’d like in the coming days. Some of us live vicariously....lol
I'll share some of mine, if you'll share some of yours. LOL:) One of my best involves the young intern from my wife's place of work that I mentioned to you. A group of them from the company met after work one night during the Christmas holidays and that was where I first met him. He was blatantly gay and they teased him about it badly, but he was good-natured and went along. He sat across the table from me, and we exchanged surreptitious glances all night. After several drinks (and only a little to eat), I got up and went to the men's room. He followed me, and as I stood at the urinal, he slid up next to me and slowly humped my left hip (dry). He said he knew what I wanted, and he knew we couldn't do anything about it that night, but promised that he would give it to me. He showed up at my office the next afternoon (left work early from working with my wife) and waited for me over an hour while I finished with a client. As the client left, he literally pushed past my assistant and came into my office telling her "don't worry honey; he WANTS to see me, I ** swear!!" He closed the door in her face, and locked it, and then he walked around to my side of the desk, unzipped his pants and extracted the most beautiful ** I'd ever seen, the most beautiful and the biggest (at the time). He stood in front of me, ordered me to open my mouth, and then he slid that thing in deep. And he started to pump my throat. Within minutes he was ** in my mouth and down my throat. And as he finished on my face, he assured me that we would be doing "a lot of this", and we did. In addition to the size (and heat) of that meat, and his skills with it, he came more than any one I've ever been with, and his ** tasted better, too. But I'll never forget that first sexual encounter with him. **!
That is hot. I’m afraid if I were to meet someone like that, my “focus” would get very blurry. First one I ever sucked to completion was one of the two who later took my ** and made it theirs. It was a short while before that. We’d met online, I was passing through his town, and stopped by his house. I didn’t know how to do it, but my wife is a world class ** sucker, so I tried to simply mimic what she does. I can’t ** but I stroke the shaft with my hand and let my mouth work the head. I was still undecided if I was going to let him ** in my mouth. But when he said “I’m gonna go”, I didn’t hesitate. I lapped up every drop and loved it.
On my way back through, a few days later, I shot him a text in the middle of the day. He ran home from work and met me there. We walked inside his living room, as soon as he shut the front door, I was on my knees. I unzipped his pants and took him in my mouth. I knew he was getting there (of course) by the precum and he was getting super hard. But he didn’t warn me. I thought I was going to drown. At first it irritated me, but then it really turned me on. To be his ** **. Mmmmm good times
I'm so impressed -- and so so so envious -- that you got to experience so many "firsts" with that same big-dicked lover; it sounds like the two of you were really connected with one another, and not just sexually, but emotionally and intuitively as well. Wow! WOW!!!!!!! But to be honest, the thing that I loved the most about what you wrote was your reaction to him on that second date, when you called and he met you at his house home (which he shared with his wife!!! **!!!!!!): "as soon as he shut the front door, I was on my knees". Since you and I both have the same appetites and are both mostly subs, you will probably not be offended by the observation that I can see you know how to arouse a man and fill his needs, and you're willing to do whatever it takes to satisfy a man and take care of him in every way. And I can see that he was almost surely in love with you, whether or not he ever said that to you (giving you so much ** is a sure sign). But whether or not he actually had those feelings, we both also know that a man who is hung like yours actually DESERVES to be treated like the superior partner, and for all his gay relationships to be completely about him. You made that happen for that well-hung MAN and that's incredibly beautiful. Thanks for sharing that incident. (And by the way...….I've read it four times and it made me ** EVERY time. Thanks for that, too!)