One sided love
I am very confused so seeking your advice. I have a very dominating but a lovely husband. I am 42 now and I remember our last penetrative ** was somewhere 5 years back. His libido went down so he stopped penetrative **. We did only orals but this too faded with times. I am a teacher and I also take pvt tutions after college hours at home. They know all my schedules and when hubby is not at home. One of my student always used to sit besides me or accidently touch me but I just ignored him.
Once after all students left after their tuitions, this guy stayed back on the pretext of clearing some algebraic formulae. I took ten more minutes to clear his doubts. He packed his bag, walked to our main door and bolted it from inside. I was shocked to see him this way but he removed a chocolate bar out of his pocket and wished me happy birthday. I was taken aback at this action of his and shook hands plus allowed him to kiss me. He kissed me passionately for 2 minutes and started to squeeze my **. I was motionless because I was loved affectionately after 5 long years by a young stud. I didnt protest but allowed him to continue. He took me to our bedroom, removed all my clothes and ** me. This was the best moment of my life.
After he left, I took a wash but feel that my ** is sore and that my hubby would find out that I was ** by someone else. This thought is not keeping me at peace. Please advice what to do?
Stop the urges inside and wait for the time you to be independent...you can't sail on two boats at the same time
That is precisely my doubt. What should I do now?