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My life. A life where everyday i smile when i want to cry. When i have to pretend that everything is fine bt in reality i m breaking. My life is a mess. Total mess. I hate myself. And i hate you. Yes i hate you all. Who are you all to judge me. U don't even know what i am going through. I am suffering. You all are trying to fit me inta a box, a box of your thinking. Yes i have gained weight, yes i scored less marks but just stop. My own parents judge me then how can i expect you all to shut up. No one understands. How can you judge me when you don't even know a single chapter of my life. I am a teenager. A teenager with dull life. A teenager who is tired of her life. You want me to make others happy but how can i make others happy when i am breaking inside. I feel empty. That bubble of my life burst and i met the reality. Reality that no one cares, reality that no one will understand. Just get out of my life. Just get lost i am already feeling vulnerable and u are making the condition worst. It's my life and who are you to tell me what's right what's wrong. It's not easy. It's not easy and you are making it unbearable.
You did not find me you no daddy and i love you and wish you find me you no and you are might be mad at me you no and i willl miss you daddy you no **
I think you cant find me you no daddy i do love you you no **
Find me if you can you no daddy i love you **
I wish i could jave told you to sleep forever but that also doesn’t end the pain. I agree to some extent with the comment below that you need Christ right now.
Submit to god he is the only one who is self less and dearly loves you. God never counts materialistic qualities that people seek in each other so he is a real friend. Adore him with all your heart slowly and steadily you will generate disinterest from senses and its object which is also called the state of liberation. You have been hearing this kind of advices from so many people now its time to follow it else you will sustain this continous feeling being worthless and world will continue the way it is
How dare you judge this person.?
First of all i wasn’t, if I was what are you gonna to about it except ** on other people
? explain what your ** about...
Are you there sweetie and first off all i am a mommy off three girls. my hears broken and i wish i could cuddle you rite now and have you sit on my lap hun. you are beautifull and are a prescious angel. please respond sweetheart. there are people who do care and will love you. im crying for you sweetie and send you love. i agree with comment below hun. do not meet with anybody on internet. but i promise you baby girl. there are good people out there and you can find them sweetie. i love you baby girl and heres warm hugs and lots off xxxxxx
Do NOT answer anyone in the Internet. It’s a trap. It’s ok to vent but you don’t want to end up kidnapped.
I bet you , you are not the only one with similar kind of circumstances. I don’t care whether you are a useful or not to the world outside but for me you are an angel. You can always write to me at ramrudra_27@yahoo.com