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After 10 years...
When him and I were together in high school, I knew he was going to be the person I would spend the rest of my life with. He was the missing part of my soul, and I was the same to him. We understood each other. Sometimes, too well. After numerious attempts at a relationship/friendship/simple **/even small encounter, we have not spoken in seven years. I still dream about him every single night. Even when the dreams are nightmares, they are the only moments I am happy. Does he dream about me? Why is he permanently attached to my unconscious? Will the disappointment of waking up ever end?
I honestly do not understand the purpose of deep connections, at least the ones that don't go well. It should be straightforward: if you click, it is Meant to Be and while things might not go perfectly, they should flow a lot more smoothly than "ordinary" relationships. So, why don't they more often? Why do they so often devolve into pointless empty drama or never quite happen in the first place?