Am I gay?

Once in a blue moon I want to be a daddy's little girl for a real masculine man. I wish I could dress up the way he likes and suck his c***. I wish he would give me chores so I can do them with no complaint. I will workout my ass everyday so when he comes home from a hard day at work, I cant resist him. I wish his c*** was sliding inside me now.
If you are interested in owning a boytoy, mail me. drjojoba@protonmail.com
Im asian 5'9" 180 lbs