---Transformation into a demon---

For the moment, I have been merely lucky. We'll see if it runs out this time.

Last week, a five year old girl that I babysit for fondled my aroused genitals. Her hand was down my pants for at least a whole minute. Yes, I did cross a line. The only thing I haven't done at this point is show it to her virgin eyes.

Assuming I make it out unscathed, I plan to turn over a new leaf and make my future visits without regret. I think it's still possible she will not be scarred if I stop now. It's not too late for her. She said she loved me earlier in the same day. Obviously, I understand, she's just having a good time and we do legitimately fun things together. She is always so disappointed when I have to leave. The fact is she is autistic and I have ultimately, though not initially intended to, taken advantage of that, it would seem. So yes, I would be considered a a child molester of the non-physically-violent variety.

While she was fondling it, she asked if it was disgusting (I previously have said it is in an concerted effort to correct behavior in the least shocking way). I said, "yes it is disgusting". She said "no, how can it be, this is fun", while squeezing and moving it around.

However, reality check! Moments later, I got up and felt 100% regret. I was so mortified that I went to try and finish myself in the bathroom but I could no longer even hold a proper erection and had to e******** flaccid (such was extent of my disappointment with myself).

It's still possible to take control and I must. If it's not too late for me -- if she doesn't out me, then I must. I've been with her for two years. If it's not too late, I will try my best to take control.

I'm scheduled to see her again next week.

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  • SHE DIDN'T FONDLE YOU, YOU FORCED HER TO FONDLE YOU.
    Yeah freak-show YOU CROSSED A VERY SERIOUS LINE.

    NO, she did not say she 'loved you', not in the way YOU WISH she did and in the way a disgusting freak like you lusts over her.

    She is NOT 'having a good time'! She doesn't know what the f*** is going on because YES, you ALWAYS MEANT TO TAKE ADVANTAGE of a MENTALLY DISABLED CHILD.

    STAY THE F*** AWAY FROM HER
    AND ALL CHILDREN

    You are a MISTAKE OF A HUMAN BEING. JUST KILL YOURSELF.

  • You won’t be able to control yourself. You have to quit babysitting her otherwise you will keep crossing further and further over the line

  • PEDOPHILES CANNOT CONTROL THEIR MENTAL ILLNESS.
    They have to be locked up or taken care of.
    There is NO OTHER WAY.

  • Like getting tones pre c** soacking my stolen kidspanties around my young c*** while lil neice cant stop fidgeting like mad while trying to perv over kiddies channel why her mommie let her pose around all day getting every sane man hard because of her size of her tiny body no panties just tigjys as she we play u dress me up love that game i buy her sexy lil kiddie costumes that have the thin tights to perverse touching her lil legs she must know the chunky throbbing out of my control pre cumin sick toddler girl pedo pole cumin i can perv on her all the time showing her child c*** i can play too by wearing her leggings panties and school skirt under my jeans and u will know im always cumin hard covering myself in stringy sperm she rubbed just tight li ass wobble wobble u lush 2yr with man who obbsessed with girls not to harm them only pedo group watchin

  • Blow your brains out

  • Please leave her alone. Please dont be selfish.

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