I feel better admitting to myself,
I am a Bi sexual man. I feel so good saying that, but the problem is I have been married to my wife for 13 years. I have expressed sexual wants in the bedroom that are met with a brick wall. She doesn't like butt stuff. I have tried to talk with her but I am afraid of her reaction when I tell her I am Bi. We have had a lot of ups and downs and one of the biggest is when I told her I was an atheist. She is a theist. I don't want an open relationship or to bring in a 3rd party to our relationship. I am happy with her. I just want to be open and honest and I don't know how to do that.