My life is a mess
So this isn't actually any secret or something. I'm just so unhappy with my life rn. I mean I don't know what am I gonna do in my life. I don't wanna do that simple 9 to 5 job and have a boring life. I want to do something big, something that I love. But idk how! I got into the college where i never wanted to came, I don't have the height to become a model and I fell like all my dreams are slowly shattering into pieces. I am disappointing my younger self. I don't think i will ever be able to do anything in my life. I'm such a loser.