My dream

This is just plain wrong I was used by my mother for s** and I was s******* my sister since I was eight mom would get drunk and suck me mostly on Friday or sat. then sis sucked me 3 time a day that's all good I liked it but now years later I crave mens c*** and sperm .and want to swap it with my sister which don't do things with me since she was 14 like to be last in line to g******* her make a vid of it..really thinking about selling my body and or ass for help to maake it happen