Son is a crossdressers blow me each night
I'm a 43 year old widower. I have an 18 year old son. I walked in on him while he was crossdressing. He was on his bed his leg over his head and preforming a self b*******. He also had a large dildi in his ass.
He didn't realize I was there, i saw his body shutter I knew he was c****** in his own mouth. He kept sucking and started working the d**** his c*** was out of his mouth. He was moaning as he f*** himself.
He then realizes I was there I just said finish up and I left. I didn't see him again that evening.
I went to bed and woke up to him blowing me, it felt so good I didn't stop him and came in his mouth several minutes later. He swallowed and kissed me and said I love you Daddy and left.
We did not talk about the next day, but that night, fully crossdressed repeated it. It has been happening now for 3 months. He stopped leaving afterwards and in the morning gets me hard and we have a*** s** with him on top. I c** in Him every time. I find I'm thinking about f****** all the time. I've been jerking off at work over crossdressing pictures he sends me. Especially the videos of him blowing himself and c****** on his own face, then blowing me a kiss. When I see his lips with red lipstick I want to f*** his mouth.
I know we should stop, but it feels so good. Truthfully s** with my son is better than it ever was with his mother. I've also stopped thinking about him as a boy. But as a girl.
Where we live it is dangerous for her to be gay and a crossdresser. If I continue to provide her the s** she wants and needs I can keep her safe.
Should we continue to have s**?