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icky dreams
in no way am i intersted sexually in my parents- that's GROSS. but for some reason i often have really creepy dreams where i have ** with them. it's REALLY freaking me out and it's beginning to have an impact on my relationship with my dad. Like, when he tries to hug me sometimes i recoil a little and it makes no sense at all. I have never been abused sexually, physically, or in any way and my parents both love me and are together. I've never even seen them having ** or anything. I have no idea where this comes from i just want it to STOP. i have never told anyone, ever.
Maybe, just maybe, the IDEA of ** is exciting due to its taboo and naughty nature. Kind of like a woman may get super turned on watching lesbian ** but she isn't really interested in doing it herself, OR someone who has so-called ** fantasies but doesn't really want anything remotely close to the real thing. Many strange, different, naughty and taboo things can be exciting but it doesn't necessarily mean you want to do it yourself. I love to watch scary movies even though I really hate how scared I get. Go figure. I have a suggestion though. I'm not sure what gender you are or if you have siblings or other close relatives but maybe, if you're okay with **, try watching some supposedly real videos of family members together..... but in situation that don't exist in your life. Just to see if it just the taboo nature of it. Like if you don't have siblings, check out realistic brother/sister stuff. Or if you have no close uncles, the naughty uncle who gropes or whatever. Anyway, it's all I can offer. I don't think it's weird to have strange and confusing fantasies but I can also see why you're experiencing the ick factor.
My but you are ** up