Turn out by a older man

I was 17 almost 18 when I meant Woody . He was a lot older man in his 50 s . He ask me if he could ** my ** . I said shor why not I let he take it out I was hard he took it in his mouth I was so ** I ** fast and he swallow it he then got up drop his pants and said ** me boy he grab my head and force me to ** his big ** when he ** he held my head and feed me his ** when he was done he seen my ** rock hard and said I now you where gay and he pick me up and off to his bedroom we went . He Laude me on his bed and said to me I going to make you my ** he then lube his ** with vaseline then put some on his ** and ** my ** hole he then ask me have you ever ** a girl I said no not yet . He said you never will after I am done I going to ** you into my ** boy . He then push the head of his ** in me . I cry out please stop I am not gay he say you will be and pushes more ** in me I crying by now please stop and he give another push and goes ball deep in me whe he bottom out I start to ** he smiles at me and says you my ** now and he ** me senseless as he ** in me he say i am seeding as my ** boy . That night he ** me two more times a week later I was 18 and I move in with him to be his ** full time