Just when you think you hate your life,someone or something comes along to make you feel worse. Then your'e like, " wish I could go back to this." This is my cycle. I miss my ex sooo much, he cheated, he lied, he used me, then hewalked out. And after all I'd given, he married some other girl within 7 months of our split. WHats wrong with me? WHy wasn't I good enough? better yet, why did I not see that you were never genuine? And why, despite all the bullshit, do I still miss him? almost a yr ago this d*** was on his knee placing a ring on m finger. Have u ever wished you could just make someone hurt like they hurt u?