Heart broken and stupid

When I was in the 8th grade I had this really bad break up with my ex bf who I found out was cheating on me. It really messed me up for a while, not just because I thought I loved him or that it was the longest relationship I had at the time(oh how naive I was then) but also this was the boy that I made my first. So yeah, I had a lot of reasons to be messed up over this. I had it in my mind I needed to get back at him somehow, one up him, just something to make me feel in control. Like I could hop on the first guy that said I was cute, I was that far gone. I ended up mading a terrible mistake. Half a glass of cheap tequila and me over at my neighbor's house topless giving a b******* to two older men. Yeah it was pretty gross(and certainly my lowest point) but things were so close to going all the way through but I just couldn't. Idk where my mind was at the time, but thank god I still had some senses!

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  • I can tell this is one of your fondest memories. Wishin u could do again.

  • How was it? How old were they?

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