i think i ruined someone's life.
i loved miki and she loved me, but we were far apart. i married someone else. i surely had any chance i wanted to ask her to marry me or otherwise, but i never did.
i know she loved me, and may never get over me, hence a sense of incredible guilt.
there is no resolution. i stumbled across her photo and immediately tears came to my eyes.
i know i love my wife dearly. but miki still has some hold on some part of my heart.
i feel that i ruined her life.