(F23) I wanna be a **

I have been struggling with my social skills all my life. It seems like an uphill battle. Since starting college I have improved greatly, got a boyfriend, broke up with him, realised what self-respect felt like, ditched unhealthy friendships, made new good ones. I feel more confident than ever.

I have always felt jealous of my younger sister, who is incredibly beautiful and popular with the opposite **. In the past, I've been incredibly jealous and vindictive over that. Now I see I was wrong and the fact that she does what she wants, has unapologetic fun and is so confident is admirable. I have asked her how does she do it? She put me in flattering makeup and says she doesn't do anything, just feels beautiful and trust herself. She said the last guy she went partying with she found on tinder.

Then it kinda hit me, that if I wanted to do it, I could. Also, I do wanna do it and experience it!

I know that what is ahead of me is bad flirting and messy situations, but also, hopefully, fun and growth.

If any hoes are reading this, how did you do it? Got any tips?

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