Wife thinks very highly of me.
And that's the only reason I am cheating on her with my ex girlfriend. I seriously cannot afford to show this side of mine to my wife, she always reminds me how much she looks up to me and how she thinks I'm too good for her.
But I do have my submissive side when it comes to bedroom and only my ex knows it. I'm the guy who likes to kiss feet, lick them or let some girl treat me like a slave. When she came in my life again last year, she saw my desperation and knew straight away that I'm not getting what I really want. And thankfully she agreed to continue our s** life while keeping it a secret.
Lately she's been getting very much involved in my life, asking me questions about work, wife and kids. I think she's getting tired of living alone as she's almost crossing 40, she's 38 right now. And the reason I say this is because she is making me say horrible things about my wife while in roleplay.
Last week she even made me say, "You are way more beautiful than my wife and my wife is nothing as compared to you, In fact she should be kissing your feet either."
I really didn't mind that at the time but now a days she keeps talking about my wife and kids all the time and always trying to point out how bad my wife behaves.
I just hope things won't get too complicated and I'll continue to enjoy the best of both worlds.