Sinned

I have been married for 15 years now. I have 2 great kids and I have not been a good husband to my wonderful wife. I think I am addicted to s**. Luckily my wife goes along with just about anything I want. But, I have strayed, only once and it was for BJ's from a coworker. She was married, her husband cheated, and I was payback. She told me she had never swallowed and I was happy to make her do it. She did, about 15 times. Eventually she was laid off and I never saw here again. This was five years ago, I feel cursed sometimes, but I can never tell my wife what happened. I can not hurt her, our marriage, and my kids. I have to live with my guilt. Bless me father for I have sinned...

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  • Okay it is your choice to not tell your wife because you love her and her kids but if she was to find out about this form someone else it won't matter how much you love her or how sorry you or not even how long ago it was the only thing that would matter is that she loved you and you to a vowel to be faithful but you broke that vowel and the fact that is took her 5 years to find out by someone else it will crush her. If your addicted to s** then you need to tell your wife that and then you can go to rehab and get help I'm sure your wife will support you

  • If your wife would suck the c*** like that w**** did you would have never cheated. so dont blame youself blame your wife and tell her she better learn how to suck some c***. just say ( i'm RICK JAMES B**** ) now suck the c*** !!!!

  • Yes, you do have to live with your guilt if you plan on making the marriage work. There will be some that say you should tell her, but I believe taht would be the most selfish thing you could do in a situation like this.

    Also, on another note, Why can't men ever be satisfied. She goes along with you want sexually, yet you still cheat? I am in a long-term committed relationship, and I do things that the freakiest h***** won't, Ido this to keep my man from straying, only now, he has gotten kinda used to the freakiness. How am I to know he won't cheat anyway? What's a girl to do? You men are so f****** selfish and never satisfied!

  • If it was only some BJ's, take a tip from Slick Willie and tell yourself, "I did not have sexual relations with that woman."

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