Girlfriends Strange Fantasies
About 10 years ago I started seeing this woman. She was nice, sexy and the s** was good. But when we first started having s** she brought up fantasies. She asked me what my wildest fantasies were and I was a bit hesitant, but I told her, to have 3way with sisters or a 3way with a mom an daughter. I thought she'd g all p***** off because she had a daughter and I didn't want her to think i meant her because she was just a kid, but she didn't. So I asked her what her wildest fantasy was, but I could tell she was hesitant to tell me, but she finally did.
She told me she has fantasies of being molested and raped since she was very young, 10. She said she always fantasies about her dads friends touching her and still now has these fantasies. But even then she was 32 and had fantasies of being 10 and being molested and raped. So I understood it to be ageplay, something I didn't know much about at the time.
So we would talk about fantasies while we f***** a lot but we always ended up talking about hers. But it was weird because it really bothered her that she wasn't molested or raped at a young age. Don't get me wrong, she still loved the idea of being raped, even gangraped but she would always imagine herself at the age of 10. So I started to give her possible scenarios that maybe they did molest her or even rape her but she blocked it out. And that actually made her feel better.
I would make up things, like maybe her dad would drug her and then when she was passed out he let his friends molest and rape her. It was so weird because she would always go back to being disappointed that it never happened. We gated for about 9 months but I could see this was going to continue to be a problem so I broke up with her.