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Betrayal's Final Leap
i spent the entire duration of my trip feeling guilty about falling for another guy while you were still here, and we aren't even together! and then i come back home to see that you've gotten yourself a girlfriend. great... and now, i'm obsessively internet-stalking this other guy b/c i have no hope for you now.
i feel betrayed...
i feel disappointed...
but most of all,
i feel like i let myself down, holding up expectations that i couldn't expect to be fulfilled or achieved... and that hurts.
Sounds like you need to practice your communication with others. If you'd had a conversation with "him" and he'd told you that he wasn't interested, then you could have gone off with "the other guy".