I was a 14 year old white female.. !00 lbs,, heigth 5"-1... When I was in elementary school I was sent to the office for talking to much during class.. Our principal was a nice guy,, no problem there.. I was scared to death.. After so talk,, he paddled me good.. Well,, rather than filling the pain,, I felt wet.. When I left ,,,I went to the restroom to pee.. My patties were slick .. I fingered myself and c** so hard.. For the rest of the year I was sent to the office almost ever two days.. Now I"m 42,,married with one child.. I can not get my husband to spank me before s**.. I don"t know what to do..