What Am I?
I'm biologically female, I'm 31 I should've figured out the whole sexuality gender thing by now, but I'm so confused it hurts
I thought i was straight, I thought all those crushes i had on girls were a phase, I love the male body , but I don't like the idea of being "the woman" in this scenario. I love more like a man than a woman. I think I'm in love with my female, married best friend and there's nothing i can do about it.
I don't know what I am? am i male? female? both? neither?
am i straight? gay? bi? whatever?
I hate my body and I hate this confusion and I'm a total mess