judge me
im sleeping with someone who already has a girl friend for my own personal happiness of wanting to feel like i matter in this world to at least one ** person. im still not happy at all.
he degrades me during **. prolly to forget he's ** someone who isnt his girlfriend, the one he loves a ** load.
he doesnt touch me after he's done with me. kinda looks at me in a "you're just 3 holes to stick my ** into" way and leaves.
he really hates that he's ** me, but he wants it if he's doing it, right?
i never initiate the **, i just comply.
i hate myself is what it comes down to.
Three holes, cool that he's getting all three. I wish I had you,
You have the control and can change things. No one else can make u feel better or fix your situation. All you have to do is want to. You r nothing more than his **. Maybe u should ask him to leave u a 20$ on the table before he leaves next time