I am finally going to get very fat

I am a 37 year old guy. Husband to a great wife who I have two amazing kids with. I am in a high-ish position in a mid-sized firm with good salary, I have been in great shape my whole life. Always worked out, always ate healthy. People always said that I'm good-looking. I think I dress well. From the outside you would say I live a very good life and I have lots of things going for me.

But this all has been a struggle for me, and I feel like it's only a facade. From a very early age, I wanted to be fat. I don't know why really. But I so wanted to get fat, to know how it feels. To have all the effects of it, good and negative. But I never did, instead I blocked it by agressively doing everything the other way. I figured if I so vehemently followed what was logical, then maybe it would go away. But it never did. Sometimes it would fade slightly, other times it would be so strong I found it hard to focus on mundane things. But this desire always remained, so for the longest time I thought I would just live my life normally and have this unexplainable stupid thing with me forever.

But now I decided to do it. I don't know what changed, but the moment I decided I became so excited. I haven't felt like that since I was a child. I became so tired of it all, I just said what the heck. Why can't I live my life the way I want? I want to eat until I'm full and drowsy, I want to be lazy, I want to not care about my appearance so much, I want to feel heavy and comfortable! So I'm doing it.

For the past 2 weeks I haven't worked out and I never intend to again. And it's just so good. I have so much more time to relax. Especially when your stomach is nice and full too. I have been eating so much and been snacking which I always denied myself. Maybe it's just me but I'm already feeling a bit softer maybe. And it makes me almost giddy. I am commiting, I want to embrace this lifestyle. I am going to be an obese and out of shape middle aged guy.

Nov 23, 2020

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  • How is the fat life treating you so far?

  • How much do you weigh currently? Eat and stuff yourself! Enjoy it!

  • H*** yeah. Get fat and enjoy yourself. Best decision i made and I’m almost 350. Love being lazy and eating everything I want

  • I'm at 250 and looking forward to hitting 300 to 350. Can no longer see my shoes for my fat gut and tying my shoes is hard. 300 is going to feel good.

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