I am your typical bored housewife, Married somewhat happily I guess, 3 kids, 37, 5'4" 135 lbs, Blonde, Shoulder length hair, Blue eyes, and had a ** job 3 years ago. My life is...Mundayne, I have lots of friends, I work, I volunteer, I do and do and do but I feel like I am stuck in a rut.
I went to see some family a month or so ago and when I did I ran into someone, I hadn't met her before but we got talking at the grocery store and she invited me for coffee the next morning so I went, Immediately I noticed she was dressed...Comfortably, T-shirt and shorts...Nothing else but hey, it was morning and we were at her house, 2 cups of coffee in she starts asking about my...Chest. I don't usually bring it up but if someone asks (Girls) I am not shy to talk about it, Then ** spirals out of control and she has her top off, I was like "Wow, How did we get here" but...She asks about mine and I show her.
Keep in mind I have known her for a total of...Hmmm...About 3 hours at this point, Soon we are standing in front of each other ** and I am giving her my opinion on her ** as I hold them and she is feeling mine very...Uh...Like she is inspecting them, I probably let my guard down a bit because she was being very...Non sexual about it but...Then she asks about nip sensitivity and she starts touching them and they pop right up which I guess she seen as her cue and she kissed me, I paused, My brain just stopped working completely for a couple seconds and then kicked back in.
I am standing in the kitchen of some girl I have known for 3 ish hours, Neither of us had a top on, I am still cupping her **, She is rolling my nips between her fingers and we are kissing. I didn't want to freak out, I just calmly pulled back and put my hands on her wrists and pushed her hands down, I looked at her and said "I'm sorry but I am married". Never thought I would say that to a girl but anyway she puts her hands on my waist and my feet and like glued to the floor, I was not moving so she pulls herself closer to me and our ** are touching and she BEGS, No ** BEGS me to...Whatever with her and I am so scared and so nervous and I explain to her that I never have and she offers to guide me through it and be gentle. I spend probably another 10-12 minutes ** before getting back to my top and putting it on, She is visibly disappointed but I leave on good terms, We add each other on facebook and we text for a week before she asks if I want to come visit her, I carefully decline and a couple weeks go by before she asks again, I carefully decline and Tuesday she asks again, says her kids are with their dad and she will be all alone.
Now here is my question and I don't want to hear from some dude sitting in his moms basement ** to my story...I want to hear from females who:
A) Are currently with a girl.
B) Have been with a girl in the past.
C) Have been in a similar situation.
D Married but have had thoughts about doing something similar.
Can this be a random thing?
Did I already go too far to back out by making "Friends" with her?
Is it cheating...Plain and simple...Is it?
I have not decided to do it, I have not been with a girl so this is completely uncharted waters for me, I wouldn't have proabably ever thought about this if it hadn't happened the way it did and I never thought I would be with anyone but a guy however the situation is intriguing to me and I find myself getting aroused at the idea but I can't decide if it's the idea of a girl or the idea of something risky and sexual in nature.
I would appreciate some advice, Guys...** it and move on, No comments needed.