I think i messed up big time
When he first met me he fell for me and told me. I've always been afraid of starting relationships with a man i have doubts about. I lied to him and myself by telling him i fell for him as well. We started talking for a week until i had to tell him the truth---i was afraid to like him more than a friend. As time went by, he forgave me and we became best friends. I recently realized that I'm in love with him... when i told him he rejected me completly to the point where we are no longer best friends. Im so close to deleting his number out of my phone because of all the times ive been tempted to call/text him. Its too hard to move on. What should i do??