I want my husband to play
My husband has ED. I did without s** for 2 years, but then we had the conversation and came to an agreement where I could go out and find relief outside our marriage. I know that a lot of people have done / have this arrangement. It wasn't easy, first I love my husband, then there are feelings of regret, guilt, and just plain hard to meet discreet people.
Now that I've been at it for awhile and funny how I adjusted to it, I really enjoy myself. We hadn't done anything kinky, I have my dates away from home. Two months I came home and well had oral s** with hubby after s** with no condom and it made me extremely excited.
Now I'd like to bring him along and watch him give head to my lover. I don't know how to ask him, but this fantasy has been stuck in my mind for awhile.