Gay mess
So I recently realised I'm a lesbian, at first I thought I was bi but I'm not. I have been talking to my friend online now for like three months every single night and we are already so close, we just click. He is trans and gay, I am non binary and lesbian. But somehow I think I'm catching feelings for him. It's not that I don't see him as a dude, I definitely do, sometimes I literally forget he's trans! And now his boyfriend has broken up with him he keeps joking that we are dating now and is literally drawing us making out! We talk to each other like we are dating too, and I'm so confused. Btw we are both 14. What do I do now?
You should have gone through with the suicide then, because you are too self centered to care about anybody except your precious little self. The people around you are not homophobic, they are stupid-phobic. If you were a lot more mentally stable you could tell the difference =)
No such thing as homophobic "fear against humans"