In love with a woman
My husband had encouraged us to watch lesbian ** while we had **. He was encouraging me, nudging me to notice women. Then one day I admitted to him that I wanted to try dating a woman. He was very excited, helped me get a dating profile and encouraged me to go on dates.
I met a ** lipstick lesbian and we dated. My husband has been fully supportive of me dating her for the past year. He got very jealous of the time I am with her. I started to spend every weekends with her making love to her apartment. He yelled at me about letting her take ** artistic photos of me and that I got my ** pireced. I left with her for a week trip to a cabin by the ocean to cool off.
I don't know what to do. I no longer feel like I'm going through a bad situation with him. I love him but I don't want to make love to him ever again. We want his babies but not as a lover.
This happens. Be careful what you wish for. He would love it if he were directing it.