I'm stuck in a rut. I'm aware I have to make an effort to rejoin society again. But, this rut of mine is hard to relinquish.
I'm not sponging off the government to fund this selfish rut of mine. I worked hard for 20 years, have my own home without a mortgage, have my own finances to support me, I'm debt free, fortunately.
Maybe I require more time, to regain my enthusiasm for life once more. But to be honest, what is there to enjoy?
I've travelled the world, I've met and forged a good life with my partner, we're healthy and physically fit I think. I workout daily, I meditate, I read, I write, I cook, I clean, I spend time with loved one's. Perhaps, I'm not in a rut, perhaps I'm just content and feel like I shouldn't be. What do you do with your life, when you believe you've accomplished everything you aspire to, by the age of 36. What else is there to do in life now?