Ok so I've been dating this guy for about five years now and I love him dearly. We are engaged to be married but a while ago we hit a rough patch and I started seeing this other man, we'll call him guy #2. Anyway I ended up in love with guy #2 and to this day we remain close friends. Whenever I'm around him I fall weak at the knees and we end up having s**, and it's so passionate. My fiance is military and is away right now, I know he loves me and he's the most reliable man to be with, he has a future, but I think my heart is with guy#2. The problem, guy #2 is my best friend's sister's baby daddy and he is the definition of man w****. Last time we slept together we didn't use a condom (the result of drunk s**) and I'm so afraid if we were to be together he would give me some sort of std. The other problem, he lives in another state now with his children and I know he cannot be trusted without me there all the time. He says he'll come to me and be with me or I could move up there but I'm so unsure, should I end an engagement with a wonderful man who I would be happy with to follow my heart knowing I'm risking everything including my health.